Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in jus_acting_jock's LiveJournal:

Sunday, September 11th, 2005
1:41 am	is it possible for my life to get any more FUCKED UP?! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
10:50 am	fridays aahhhh yes.... fridays... no school... no work.... only rehersal.... life is sweet. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 19th, 2005
12:34 am	life as it is... Well this is life as it is... I seem to have lost all of my friends from high school, except 2... Alex and Brandi. I get to see John ev ery now and then, but nothing too big. I complain because i work ALL the damn time, yet for some reason i agreed to train to become a manager... yee haw. College keeps crawling up on me, but believe it or not im prepared and not going to procrastinate. I realized that since i quit football i have gained 40 pounds, all in the F***ing gut. Im audutioning for the play Oliver at the Center, that should be... different. My real mother is trying very hard to buy my love back, she keeps sending me stuff, saying crap like oh its because im proud. blah blah blah, Jenna and I dont talk very much at all, i told her i was going to be in texas for about a week and she was like well i might come see you. i nearly hit the ground. i MIGHT come see you, i figured it was a no brainer, i guess not. oh well shit happens. I took the CPT-I yesterday, unbelievably hard. meh..... life is all just blah, im actually excited to get back to school. finally i will have something to wake up for, instead of frying F***ing chicken for fat old people. well im done complaining, if anyone reading this wants to chill sometime, im still alive, so we can. untill the next time, good bye good night and so long. Current Mood: blah (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
1:20 pm	its Jenna!!! Myles asked me if i wanted to write in his journal. And so i said yes. I love myles so0o0o0o0o much!! i want to marry him and have all 10 of his kids!! No he wont let me do that.... because I dont have blonde hair and BIG boobs... wait i do!!! so i guess i meet his standards... hmmm so today we dont know what were doing so were just sitting around. Maybe we should just have wild crazy sex all day!!! (thats what we did last night);-) his kisses are so great they make me shiver all over. I have applied to college in florida just to be with him. I know were going to be together forever cause we love each other so much. haha jk!! Got ya! love jenna!! Current Mood: devious (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
7:14 pm	New Computer mean a whole new beginning??? Well finally i got my own computer. yea i had my own before but u know how it is when you have things like brothers or parents who come in and use ur computer. so i figure heck why not, i try the whole live journal thing again, no one will ever see it right? so here's the first day ! Im in texas right now staying with my grandma. it sucks because this is the first time ive ever came to see her with out my grandpa being there. she says she's fine about him dying but i know she still hurts alot inside. she brings him up everyday at least 10 times or so. but on the brighter side she's still spoiling me like old times. she bought me a sony vaio lap top. its friggin sweet. but its another reminder that i have to go to friggin college. :( I miss home though, eventhough i have only been gone 5 days. i think the only thing that keeps me from extremely missing home is the fact that Brandi calls me at least twice a day. (nothing new) so its kind of like im still there we just dont see each other. its weird though not seeing her, being that we spend nearly everyday together. (not necessarily a bad thing) when i was home we hung out with alex and savannah alot, thats kind of getting weird because they're together so it makes me feel like everytime we all hang out its some kind of double date. i dont know maybe its just me. I went to go see War of the Worlds today, holy crap, that was something amazing. the effects were insane, buildings falling over, cars flying through the air, aliens, everything!!! but we didnt see tom cruise in his underwear... :( Well i suppose i have nothing more to say, so i guess ill type tomorrow??? dun dun dun Current Mood: curious (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
4:22 pm	what to say.... Well i have absolutely nothing else to do so i figured i would write something. Went to the movies last night, but then again who didnt? i must have seen like 30 people from our school there. I saw Constantine, it was alright, im not a big comic book hero kind of guy but the graphics were pretty cool. Berk spent the night last night, we stayed up eating ice cream and watching TV then we got in our under wear and had a pillow fight. ok so that last part didnt actually happen... but it should have! then today we went to that phily cheese steak place and papa johns then we went to KFC to eat our food. (because of the free drinks) and right now im doing little bitch chores around the house. Not quite sure what im doing tonight, i may go to Mike's house for some ping pong, or go out to eat with an old friend, or might stay home and do nothing. Im going back to work at KFC hurray... but this time im making my own schedule so it wont be as bad. i need money fast. i need to pay for cancun, and i want money for prom and stuff. geeeesh being a senior is so expensive! Well if u wanna do something tonight give me a holla. im pretty sure im free. well its been real... its been fun... and well u know the rest. Current Mood: working Current Music: OZZY (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 13th, 2005
1:59 am	well well well.... Well well well, whats there to say about this weekend? i mean it was crazy. I am though sick an tired of parties because i keep having to kiss guys.. that f*cking sucks! I have no idea how many different people i made out with. I think i knew half of them. I found out some crazy things that night. "I really regret not telling you" if u know where that came from u know what i mean. I think Dustin is now completely pissed at me. I dont know if he is jealous? or pissed? or upset? or just because he doesnt like me? i have no idea. I didnt mean anything personal or anything. OH i also heard that just because im Myles Durrett i am supposed to be a whore? yea i had a talk with like 6 people and they said that they have heard stories about me and they know how i really am. I wonder where these stories come from, they said exactly...ahem... "Myles u need to loosen up and make out with everyone, we know who u are and you're 18 why not?! thats messed up. well i hope monday not going to be a weird awkward day. that would suck. but im sure it will. friday was awesome, for me that is, but saturday night sucked! went to melissa party and all these older people were there telling me what to do and stuff and treating me like i was 4 years old. i mean i was the one who was concerned for Luis when he was hammered and crying. and they were like we need u to leave, and i wasnt doing anything. so then i leave and then one of the older girls came out and was like no they are allowing u to stay. i was like WTF im leaving anyways. im not a little kid. well i need to go to bed i need to go to church in the morning cause IM A GOOD BOY! ill catch yall on the flip side. and if there is a weird awkwardness on monday make sure u dont hide it and just tell me whats going on. aight later! (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
10:44 pm	why god why.... question... why the hell doesnt anyone reply in my journals? is it because i dont talk vaguely, i dont write 10 pages of the same thing over and over, what is it? i have no idea... GRRRRRR ok its cool, ill just drown in my pool of own self pity. (maybe if i make u feel sorry for me ill get some comments.) (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
11:11 pm	my oh my well this weekend, was uhh... different. Probably one of the best weeks/weekends i have had in forever. The only thing that would have made it better was if i didnt have to work saturday but its cool, im done with that place anyway. I have found out alot this weekend. for one, dont wear mask around bad neighborhoods, bra's suck, dont do anything with people from work, dont leave people alone with no alcohol at a party, im not gay, (or ever will be) and uhhh i can go for about 32 hours with out sleep. All of these stories are one in itself. ill have to get everyone together for grandfather story time. its crazy when i (with the help of alex) do something really bad nothing happens to us, but then when we are just chillin we get into some really deep crap that we arent even doing anything. it sux. well i need to go work on my prompt book. Current Mood: drained Current Music: George Lopez (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
12:57 am	DAMN U!!! I HATE THIS DAMN THING! I spent like 30 min writing in the thing, i must have had the most i have ever written and then God looked down and said, "awww he tried so hard" then he pulled the plug on the computer and it mysteriously shut of and restarted. DAMN IT!!!! i hate this thing... i need to go cool off. Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
6:29 pm	hmmmm OK lets see, i havent written in this in a while... too much to tell thats gone on since my last entry. so this is my promise to continue to write in this thing. Im not sure if people will read this but EH who cares. I just got back from johns house where i was sexually molested by Keith but whats different, right? It seems like the more i hang out with people from school the more i want to hang out with them. It seems like out of NO where all these people are coming around to liking me. (as a friend) Like Lew and Katelyn and Mari and Lauren are out of no where liking me. Its weird, once again i feel i havent changed a bit yet people are liking me more. Its pretty cool. Well lets look at the other spectrum of girls... it seems like the older i get, the younger the girls that like me are... GRRRCRAP! one day ... one day. Im cutting down to 3 days aweek at KFC now, bout time. My parents are making me, but i think they're right. I just dont know what im going to do about cancun, and paying for it. o well! uhhh im going to go do some scene work. ill try hard to write in this tomorrow Current Mood: blah Current Music: King of the hill (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
10:42 pm	long time no write Yea its been a long time since i actually wrote in my live lournal. Does anyone ever feel that your life isnt exciting enough to write about? well that's how i feel. so lets see whats going on... im going to start taking Brandi to school. it helps her with gas and stuff soi figure its a nice act. does this mean im leading her on? Im going to sell my car to a friend from works ex boyfriend. he said next month he could give my $1000 and i was like ahem that would be acceptable but inside i was like ( DAMN ILL TAKE THAT!) he's going through a hard time right now and wants me to go clubbing with him or hook him u with a girl i know. i was like uhhhh okay. i dont know what i going to do. so i think im gonna get the guys together and take him out. hes awesome, not all there looks wise, but who is anyways. i played football today in the rain which kicked ass, but then i froze to death afterwards which sucked ass. does anyone feel that after going to mrs. belton's class you either feel relieve and unstressed because you dont do a damn thing... OR your complete stirred up because she's pissed you off by saying what you believe in is wronge! i would like to thank Savannah for making me get into the conversation today and piss me off. thank you. Now what im about to say is COMPLETELY serious. Is it hard for people to ever take me serious? i mean lets say (im not naming any names, so dont ask) i like someone at our school, everytime i talk to them they take me as this big joke and that anything and everthing i say is ridiculous. i dont know how to go about this. and its not like its only ONE girl either. i cant possibly take back who i am. so how do i go about doing this? im lost, i try and act like i know what im doing about everything but i really am lost. maybe i should go for older girls, figuring im 18 and cant legally have a relationship with someone younger than me. i think thats the best thing. o well, i need to go now i need to go to sleep. im out like a white person's view in mrs beltons class. LATE! (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 4th, 2004
12:31 am	friends.... Now this is whats going on, it seems like 2 months ago i was like, "i have no friends and no one likes me" then hear i am 2 months later going "i swear if i had no friends and no one liked me, life would be so much easier. for instance MR LABATO! chris and i are just known for ripping on people, its just what we do. it doesnt make us feel better it doesnt make us look cooler, we just think its funny! (at other peoples expense, i know) Then today i said some smart ass remark about chris giving natalie flowers and how its not going to help him get laid. and he took it COMPLETELY fine, gave me the finger and it was over...... until he found out natalie was pissed, then that means he has to get pissed. So he pulls this whole "myles is a jerk, he's so mean, i cant believe im his friend" thing. its like QUE PASA?~!?~?he threaten to fight me, and told me this is the reason he ditched me last year for dan and dustin. I swear it seems the closer we get the easier it is to get into huge fights. i dont know if we'll ever get over this immature way of acting. this may seem kind of mushy but.. when chris and i are together i feel he brings out the best in me, my most creative moments, off the top of the head humor, everything, but its not worth all this crap him and i go through. i know im not the best friend either but who is? we all have our flaws but damn who fights like chris and i? no one i know. and i think its come to the point where chris gives people rides and pays for their food and he has obtained alot of friends who all agree with him that im like the BIGGEST jerk ever because they have to or chris wont do the things he does for them...(DEREK!) so i dont know what to do. And ive looked in a few people's journal entries and some of them say things like brandy and i are having problems. i didnt know we were but i guess everybody else does, so thank u for letting me know, i shall work on them. i know im single and all buti dont know if i like her i dont know if i like anybody at my school. but there are alot of girls there i would think twice about dating but they're really good friends that i dont want to lose or girls that i kind of know but only as like "hey whats up" and thats it. i dont know what to do about that either. all i do know is that tomorrow i will whoop up once again in football at lunch, and i do know ill be wiping sweat on people. at least i know that much. Current Mood: confused Current Music: ramble on (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
12:41 am	This is whack Who in their right mind would go online and type out all of thier inner secrets and allow people to read them? this is insane! But i cant help but read everybodies entries. like chris said its like crack. well i guess ill tell the most recent important thing going on in my life. This weekend i broke off everything there ever was with heidi. we werent really going out but it just seemed like it so it stuck. She cried and cried but i think its for the best. i mean all we did was fight so i think its better this way. I have never met anyone in my life who liked me as much as she has. I have never really had anyone like me at all untill i moved to florida. i had probably 2-3 girlfriends my life until i moved to florida. I used to be the funny chubby kid in class that the ONLY reason girls talked to me was because they were feeling down and i could make them laugh.(i kind of know where chris comes from) its hard but its over. This year in of itself has been different in the area of girls. I havent had time to go out and chill with many people so its hard to get close to anyone. and at school i think my smartass remarks and my special way of making people feel bad dug my into this whole that i cant get out of,therefor all the girls at my school are like,"myles? nope sorry he's a jerk!" but i've pretty much learned to live with it. But its getting late i better go to bed. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Best of JIMI (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 1st, 2004
12:39 am	Just sitting here Yep... just sitting here, dont really know what to write because i dont know who will read it... hmmm... well.... this is my first time on Live Journal i heard its like crack, so i had to join. My halloween sucked. I worked all night. Blew the left nut. and here i am thinking about how i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. So i think i will go to sleep now. dont stop me, dont try and stop me! Current Mood: dont know what to do Current Music: the sound of my shaking fan (3 Comments |Comment on this)